Hee hee... you know, in theory you would think that if you couldn't do your job while you were at work but had to stay there it would be kinda fun. You could surf the net, talk to people, you know just hang out. But in reality, not being able to work while at work is kind of boring. I have read all the blogs I follow, checked out facebook, pinterest is partly down as well so that sucks (especially when its the pictures that don't show up)So that is really no fun. It is actually pretty interesting that our server is down and we cannot work but our internet works...go figure. So what is a girl to do...blog of course. If only I were at home...then I could put up an awesome picture post, but alas I am stuck at my work computer. So here is what I'm going to do. I am going to do a picture post photos from my cell phone. Are you excited now. Ha ha you should be because I am going to post 15 pictures that is what I am saying right now...you see, I have no idea what the first 15 pictures are on my cell phone but I'm gonna go ahead and do it anyway... Not that you will notice the time between the point I am writing this and the point that the pictures are loaded but I am going to tell you anyway..give me a second while I upload my 15 pictures... This is taking longer than I thought...bear with me.. ahh ok here we go, they uploaded on here a little random but I will just sit back and let you enjoy my amazing photography skills on my blackberry... My sweet boy.. We did yard work on Sunday and cleaned the pool, it was so warm that Buddy got in...he said it wasn't cold but I don't really believe that, and no I did not feel the water to be sure Oh this is a picture of our new weed whacker...this bad boy is awesome.. it is super easy to use and I love it! This is a picture of the planter next to our swimming pool. Prior to this picture it was filled with Aloe Vera plants they were ugly and smelly and I don't like them so I pulled them all out. Next I will dig out more of the dirt add new soil and pretty flowers. Stay tuned and I'll post pics when its done. This is a pic of Buddy and myself toasting ice cream sandwiches before we had our Saturday night movie night. We watched a cowboy movie...I won't tell you the title...just because i don't want to :) This was a yummy cupcake my sister made it was peanut butter delightfulness. So yummy. She has started her own little business and I am so excited for her. Future post alert... I will be doing a whole post on her cupcakes with yummy pics! Here is my boy... so handsome! By the way did I mention he is a pirate? These pictures are prior to our sword fight. I am a bigger badder pirate, I won! Then he shot me with his slingshot Here is his robot made out of recycled items for school. He was so proud! ahh gotta love when gas is only $4.05 right? Yes I am that mom who takes pictures of her baby sleeping...sue me... he is way to cute not to! This was in the drive thru at Jack in the Box in Brawley on our way home from Glamis. He did not want me to take his picture. Man I love this kid! Lastly this is my boy working hard at mommy's office. So there you have it, a picture post with the first 15 pictures out of my cell phone. Aren't you glad you read my blog today :) Btw, my server is still down and I am officially bored. Hope you are having an amazing day! xoxo, Heather

To say that the last two weeks have been stressful would be an understatement. In all reality the last two months have really been hell on wheels. But who’s keeping track? I would love to say that I am blissfully happy and that I have lost 10 pounds and all is right with the world but I can’t. I truly feel that if I am going to blog I must only blog the truth. That being said, I am trying my hardest to have a positive outlook on things and know that this time and these situations will not last forever and that there are brighter days ahead. I truly feel as though we go through seasons in our lives. Seasons where we change, view or act differently. I feel as though I am in the hermit mode. Not that I don’t want to leave my house or anything, but that I only feel the need to be with or talk to my family, go to work and get that done and go home. I obviously have added the gym to my routine but I go there and really don’t talk to anyone and am just in my world. I AM NOT DEPRESSED. I just feel like sometimes I am pulled in a million different directions. Everyone wants something or needs something and right now I don’t feel like I have it to give. This is in many aspects of my life right now from work, to ministry, to friends. I just feel overwhelmed. So the only way that I can make things ok for myself is to just be. I don’t have extra for anyone. Does this sound selfish? It isn’t intended to be that. It just is where I am. I just feel the need for anonymity. That sounds a little contradictory seeing as how I am blogging right now, but really, I’m sitting at a computer in my own zone. So really I could say just about anything. And the thing about it is that while you are reading it you can judge it anyway you want and most likely you will not comment and you can think what you want and I will be none the wiser. Kinda how I like it right now. Yikes! Don’t get me wrong there have been beautiful times over the last few months. We had a great Easter! I had been praying especially hard about the Easter service and that the words would be just right. And quiet honestly it was perfect. I think God had us in that place on that Sunday for a reason. It was truly a blessing to be there. The music was AMAZING and I even caught Sam singing along with the worship songs. That made me smile! My parents have found this amazing church in San Dimas and I am so happy that they have found it. I look forward to going as many times as possible. Christs Church of the Valley, so glad they found it! We also had a fun time recently out at Glamis. Buddy had a great time playing with new friends and we took his motorcycle out there as well. Although I have to say I’m pretty sure that he could make friends with anyone. I’ve decided that today is what you make it. I plan on making it great. I have a day full of meetings and then I’ll be headed to the gym. I do have this secret that I am not ready to share yet. I think in the end it is going to be something that makes me extremely happy. I hope that those people who do read this will know that right now and this season…its nothing personal its just where I am. I love this boy! He is the light of my life! xoxo, Heather